I remember my father was a workaholic and at the same time he enjoyed all sports and loved to do the photo shots. He loved small drink and enjoyed good food. Sushi was one of his favors. He taught us how to set up table, how to wash our own clothes when I was in fourth grade. He did not talk to us a lot when we were small, and spent most of his time on the work, researches and had conversations with his friends in our apartment. We had four rooms. ( it was consider huge apartment at that time.)

在我的印象中我父親是個工作狂。但在工作之余，他還瘋狂地熱愛著運動和攝影。除此之外，美食與美酒他也不能落下，壽司是他最喜愛的食物之一。在我四年級的時候，他教給我如何收拾碗筷和洗衣服。在我們還很小的時候，他把精力全都投入到在工作、研究和與朋友們的交流中，那時候的他并無暇管教我們。

We did not known his real background until after 1980. I was not so shocked. He was a real communist and he really believed.There are many small things about my father, we can talk all day long .I member very clear on 2 little things about my father.

直到1980年我才知道了他的背景。然而當時我并不是很驚訝。他是一個真正的共產黨員，并且堅信共產主義。

During the Culture Revelation at 1969, I used my older brother’s monthly tickets to city to sell my father’s book to exchange the cash, because we only have limited income to support family of 6. Somehow, my father found out, he asked me to wrote a “Self criticize report” walked 5 kilometers one way to deliver RMB0.50 with the self criticize report to the bus office. He said to me “ I am not punishing you, I am teaching you not take advantage on something not belongs to you, you have to be honest.”

在1969年的文革期間，我們全家那時只有一點點微薄收入。于是我不得不用我哥的月票乘車去城里賣掉我父親的書來支撐全家六口人的生活。當我父親知道了這件事后，他讓我寫一封自我檢討；并且讓我走路5公里，把這封自我檢討連同五角錢交還給公交車站。我至今還記得他當時對我說的話語，“我并不是懲罰你，我只是希望你成為一個誠實的人，不要去占有任何不屬于你的東西。”

I was working in a cement factory in Henan when I was in my early 20’s. We only communicated in letters. Most of time my mother replied the letters to us. One day to my surprise, I received a letter from my father, He kindly asked me every about me and in the end. He wrote “ Please do not use factory letter head paper for personal use.”

在我二十歲的時候，我在河南的一個水泥廠工作。在那個時候，我與家里只能通過信件溝通。多數時候都是由我母親給我回信。然而有一天，出乎我的意料，我收到了我父親的回信。他在信中非常親切的問候了我，但是在信的結尾處，他寫道：以后請不要再使用工廠的紙張給家里寫信作為私用。

To us, he was not a hero, he was a father to us. He set up an example to us. We had good time and bad time together for many years, it all become sweet memories.

在我們看來，他并不是一個英雄， 他只是我們的父親，是我們的榜樣。父親與我們一起度過了許多年，有快樂幸福的日子，也有痛苦難過的日子，然而這些，都已經變成我最美好的回憶。